I got the chance to tell Hays the sad news. It was a tough conversation and his heart broke. He is so gentle and compassionate and sweet. We had some good tears together. Thankfully, he is home from school today (sick) and so he is having the day to think about it and sleep on it.
I just wanted to post the happy pictures of today. In the midst of our hearts breaking, life does go on. . .the sun comes up. . .God has good in store for us. I am ready to see WHO that good is! I cannot wait to meet our boy. . .whoever he is. . .some little boy sleeping in a Kigali orphanage tonight. Letting go is difficult, but it is also a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. . .the "not knowing" weight (and wait).
Thank you, God, for loving me enough to give me the very best! I wait on You expectantly!
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