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A Little Smile From A Friend

My friend, Torree, who lived in Lionel's home this past summer sent me a little text today. It was nothing too big, but it made me (and my heart) smile. She just said, "Thinking about you and our boy today!"

Thanks, Torree! Me, too!

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